Off Day again

Came back home from camp at 10.11 a.m this morning, i'm an idiot forgotten to bring my keys with me yesterday evening when i step out of my house to camp. Just now came home with no keys, luckly there is someone at home thats my mom. Last night i was thinking of her when i were doing nothing, she just can't be faded in my heart and mind. I told myself do i really love her, yes i love her deep in my heart seems we started our loves. Hais, its really my fault that i didn't love her more and treating her well last time. If i would have a chance i'll love her more and treat her better with my very best, i wish to meet her but i think is impossible hais. Alright i'm so tired now i shall end here and go take a nap good night.